i tried to be civil about this whole thing but he just doesn’t understand. i did this because i care about him and don’t want to see him fall too hard and then get absolutely crushed later down the road!!! like i’m lookin out for you, bud.
Anonymous said: If you both really really like each other, isn't there some way to work it out?
no because he likes me waaaaay more than i like him and i know he’ll end up disappointed ya know
Anonymous said: Go get him back, it made me super happy seeing you have someone after all your 'I'm lonely and single' posts xx
I can’t I really really fucked up
Anonymous said: why did you break up with this boy?
bc college soon and I’m afraid of commitment and it’s better to end it now than later when we’re both really attached ya know
Anonymous said: no don't have those negative words go through your head! things happen for a reason and there's always something better in store! you're beautiful and there will be so many guys who will want to be with you
this boy was so good to me I can’t believe I threw it all away. I mean I know I did it for the best but goddamn does it hurt.
I just fucked up the best thing that ever happened to me and I hate myself for it but I have to keep reminding myself it was for the best